Friday, 19 February 2010


There is a darkness in my life that seems to grow each day. It's not necessarily a bad thing but it has become present enough that it is a thing to be acknowledged.

Where before I saw light and colour in everyone and everything, there seems to be a shadow across that once bright land.

It's a type of maturation. Losing that gullibility. Throwing away the naive belief that every person is good and means well. Instead, most people are good but will look after themselves before others. To know this is not disappointing. It's more of a relief than anything else. Like arming yourself with an umbrella against a storm. You may still get wet but not drenched to death.


“Hero: someone we admire. Someone we look up to. Someone who gives us hope. Not a myth, or an icon, or a legend- someone solid, genuine and real. An ordinary person who does extraordinary things. A hero picks us up when we are down. Believes in us before we believe in ourselves. Inspires us to expand and embrace what’s possible. Helps us realize that we can be heroes, too.”

- Kobi Yamada

Saturday, 13 February 2010

Sunday, 7 February 2010

The way I cope

The way I cope is to think of that man I once loved as being dead and the new person inhabiting his body to be a different soul. He is now someone I do not know. A stranger.

Monday, 1 February 2010

Who are you?

Hello readers,

I know that I have about 30 subscribers via google to my RSS feed, for this blog.

I get around 1000 unique pages views a month. A lot of that traffic comes from my geek blog.

You know me and know I'll always write what I think but would still like to know who the audience of this blog is. Unlike my geek blog, this is not targeted or themed.

Please comment and let me know who you are. If you wish you remain anonymous, that is ok.

Thank you.

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