Friday, 13 September 2013
Sitting here eating strawberries has to be the highlight of my day.
That isn't a bad thing, with days becoming simpler. There is a lot of time to think and dream and write. Most of that writing isn't happening online. It is in books with pens on paper on thoughts. It is code in languages that didn't exist last century.
So much has happened this week. It has been a headspin of Exorcistesque proportions.
There have been so many words written and then deleted.
There have been so many words said and then retrieved.
There have been so many moments that simply have to have happened and can't be erased without some major low level formatting.
My biggest learning from this week is more a relearning of something I know and should always known consciously. It is that what I decided will happen is what will end up happening in my life. If I decided something will be brilliant then it is. If I decide it will be a large pile of poo then it ends up that way.
The will makes the path which ultimately leads to the outcome you willed.
This week may have been all kinds of broken and as long as I keep thinking that I am broken then it will keep being this way. I gave something away that was a mistake. No willing or wishing or spanking or swishing will negate that.
Instead, I have to learn a lesson from it and not let it repeat.
Sounds easy, right?