Tuesday, 24 May 2011
They will look for me
I have often wondered how I person gets up and walks out of the lives of everyone they know and love.
How do you just leave and never contact them again? How do you leave them wandering where you are and how you are? How do you cut all ties?
Now, I find it hard to see this as just black and white.
Recently, I have wanted to get up one morning and say bye as usual and then leave. Leave, never to be seen again. Go somewhere far far far far away. Somewhere that nobody knows me. No one takes a second look. Start all over again. Be nothing to anyone. Disappear. No longer be me.
Some days, I just wish it was quiet.